SERIES ONE
I See You
I see you in me. You are my projection of what I carry within. Good and bad are the perfect colors that transform into all the colors in my life. Perhaps when I heal what I carry within, I can finally see you for who you are and be able to hold space for our differences with respect and honour.
Only when I heal, transform and ascend how I SEE myself from the EYES OF THE PERFECT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, then I can really change the way I SEE you, and perhaps you will also change the way you SEE me.
When I perceive and see the pattern of galactic ascension, I can see the beautiful interaction and perfect union from macrocosmos to microcosmos – into a perfect sacred geometry of perfect unconditional love. They hold a strong pattern of my grounding cord into how the story of my life has evolved.
When I enter the world of my paintings, my painting SEES me and I SEE my painting. My painting serves as a perfect mirror to hold space for my inner healing, transformation and ascension journey.
My painting reveals a hidden story of layers of souls across time, that words can't contain. The inner world’s beauty of all the colors, forms, textures, vibrations and feelings are all alive and dance amongst themselves in the higher process of creating a beautiful expression of unconditional love. The textures and the mix of the materials are like a poetry of its own, that transformed how I see my life.
When you truly change how you see yourself as your true magical self, how you see others and how others see you will automatically change. You have no power to control how others see you, but you have full control to change how you see yourself. I promise you, that although at first your inner world journey seems difficult, you are never alone. You will find your own source of perfect unconditional love in your own definition. It is very rewarding in the end, to finally be your true magical self in your highest potential.
103. FOR THE WORLD THAT I CLOSED MY EYES TO SEE
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
To the star that is watching and to the dreams that are answered
As above so below, as within so without
When you fully walk and heal your inner world, you will not be afraid of dark emotions, because they only lead to healing paths. When you are healing your layers one by one, it does not mean you will not be angry at all.
Negative emotions are not to be denied. When they are fully processed internally and with awareness, they will evolve into your inner wisdom. After all, we are only humans with emotions, but they are the magical door to our higher consciousness, healing our souls and opening the path to our perfect blueprint.
102. THE DANCE OF COLORS AND FORMS
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
The inner beauty of the dance of all thoughts, emotions, actions, faiths, projections, shadows and mirror. Sing a song of the expressions in the colors, forms, textures, vibrations, depths, and mixes of the sacred painting. When I enter the world of my paintings, all the color, forms, textures, vibration and feelings are all alive and dance amongst themselves in the higher process of creating a beautiful expression of unconditional love.
I begin to perceive my subconscious mind coming as energy and vibrations of its own world of dancing and singing together, to create a higher language that transforms me back. Sometimes I try to control them, but many times just surrendering to the higher process, gives me a more magical miracle and results in abundance.
66. MIRROR ON THE WALL
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 120 CM X 100 CM
This is a sacred mirror that I painted. The process had made me realize how to heal myself. I found my way back into unconditional love.
Inspired by the story of Snow White and the Evil Queen. Life is just like the Evil Queen when she holds up the mirror, all she sees is the hatred and the wrongness of Snow White. This hatred mirror is speaking and revealing the truth that is within the Evil Queen, the part that is hidden by the projection of hatred onto Snow White.
77. YOU ARE THE REASON
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
Dedicated to all sounds, colors, forms, vibration and frequency from magical lands, that have been my source of inspiration in my life.
How to tell my stories, how sing my own song
We are not design into one size fit all dreams
We have our unique song to sing , we have our unique story to tell
This painting is about the magical land where all dreams always come true. Somewhere. Somehow. Far far away. But closed to our heart. Fairy village in Fairy land. Fairy tales story. Fairy godmother. Wishing well. Where all dreams always come true.
They opened the magical door to an endless inspiration, miracles, creativity, blossoms, healing, love, beauty and colors into my painting process. Fairy tale story make life colorful.
13. IMAGINE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS: 60 CM X 80.5 CM
FRAME: 68.3 CM X 88.5 CM
Am I holding onto something no longer needed to serve the best version of myself?
Is there something in my life that I feel or believe I can't change, but keeps whispering to my inner-self?
Do I have an unresolved issue that is not yet released and still affects me personally?
Am I holding on to remain stuck to an idea, concept, an aspect of my belief pattern, a wound that no longer serves me?
Is there something that I wish to change about myself, but can not yet?
Why did I fail to notice my inner thought pattern?
14. MELODY OF LIFE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS: 68.5 CM X 78. 5 CM
FRAME: 83 CM X 103 CM
NEGATIVE EMOTIONS ARE NOT TO BE:
Suppressed
Repressed
Denied
Numbed
Projected on the outside, seeking external solutions which only add another unresolved negative feeling
Internal processing is within your inner world, where you walk on your healing transformational journey from your unhealed pain. Nobody can do this for you, since your inner world is based on your experiences and your soul’s path.
12. I SEE YOU
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 70 CM X 100.7 CM
FRAME : 87 CM X 117.5 CM
LISTEN TO YOUR EMOTIONS
Fully listen and hear yourself. You are the one who can listen to the voice within completely and without judgment, nobody else can do that for you, no matter how important they are to you. Find your true ability and really listen to yourself without criticizing, arguing or interfering. The ability to listen to your negative forces is the true source for entering a state of higher unconditional love towards yourself and others. You can not give others what you don't have inside. The ability of listening to yourself will determine your ability of listening to others.
33. AWARENESS
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 99.7 CM X 70 CM
JUST BE AWARE…
Just be aware of your inner dialogue.
Just be aware without judgment.
Just be aware without arguing.
Just be aware without the need to interrupt.
Just be aware without the need to blame.
Just be aware without the need to defend.
Just be aware without the need to change.
26. YOU SEE ME
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 100 CM X 70 CM
YOUR INNER REFLECTION IS:
A complete entity – a being that lives within you
How you behave towards yourself – your Inner Reflection registers your self-directed mannerism and actions
How you think about yourself – your Inner Reflection registers your sense of self
What you believe about yourself – your Inner Reflection registers your self-belief
How you feel about yourself, your Inner Reflection registers your self-directed feelings
40. STILLNESS
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 50 cm x 60 cm
A negative emotion can become either your own best friend or your own worst enemy. All the negative emotions that you are able to process internally, are actually your best friend. But when you fail to listen, they become your own worst enemy. It causes you begin blaming and attacking others for the same pain that you long to heal.
All your feelings are valid for you, but not for others. That's why you need to process them. They are helpful to you, but might not be helpful to others. We all have our own unique feelings that guide us.
Negative feelings are divine intervention that forces and helps guide our transformation.
16. INSIDE A STORY BOOK
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON 2 CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100
2 CANVAS : 120 CM X 200 CM
The art of mastery is when you overcome the dualism of judgments between right and wrong and simply are, when you know both problem and pleasure simply exist, nothing more and nothing less.
Accept what you have not been able to accept.
Still, stay true to yourself when in the process of not being able to accept and don't force yourself to accept when you are not ready.
To accept is to know that, “I am THAT what I stand for and so be it.”
Whatever you take, say or believe – either positive or negative – it will be yours to experience and manifest in life.
51. FROM THE EYES OF A CHILD
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 70 CM X 100 CM
FROM THE VOICES OF PEOPLE THAT ARE CLOSED TO YOU AND THAT YOU CARE AND LOVE TO BECOME:
Their inner voice becomes your inner voice.
Their automatic reactions become your automatic reactions.
Their automatic responses become your automatic responses.
Their deep core beliefs become your core beliefs about yourself.
Their inner dialogue becomes your inner dialogue.
Their unhealed negative emotions become your negative emotions.
11. DOOR OF THE SOUL
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 60 CM X 80.5 CM
FRAME : 68.5 CM X 88.5 CM
What you seek is seeking you back.
When you seek on the outside, what you find is outside solutions and are unable to gain full control of inner transformation.
You live inside your head 24 hours a day.
Nobody is immune to experiencing negative emotions, no matter who you are.
Therefore you need to shift your awareness and look at your negative emotions as your inner guidance.
Only you know how you feel, nobody else.
You need to understand and make peace with yourself through your negative emotions.
3. HOW OTHERS SEE YOU
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON PAPER WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 40.5 CM x 29 CM
WITH FRAME : 54.5 CM X 42.5 CM
Mirror who you are within, compared to how you see others and how others see you.
The mirror from others simply serves as an honest reflection on how you treat yourself.
This mirror will show the same reflection of how others treat you, based on how you see yourself.
How you treat yourself is an honest reflection on how you treat others and how others treat you in return.
Understand the mirror outside your obsessions, which holds an honest reflection of how you function in your inner world.
Understand the connection between the Mirror Attraction of your inner and outer world.
Know that others serve as an honest mirror of what you failed to do, and love yourself unconditionally.
37. THE SPACE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 70 CM X 90 CM
PROCESS THE AWARENESS INTO INNER JOURNEY OF TRANSFORMATION AND HEALING
Listen to your inner needs and fulfill them from within. Your negative emotions are the force to heal your subconscious mind and let it come to the surface of your conscious mind.
Acknowledge and transmute your magnificence from within. Force yourself to change. Have true freedom and control of your inner-self rather than surrendering your power to the outer-self.
38. THE VEILS
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 39.8 CM X 50 CM
Your true identity is buried beneath your inner needs, that are trapped inside your negative emotions. Think of them as the dragons who guard your treasures.
Negative emotions are no longer your enemy, when you are able to process and understand them.
But when you deny and neglect them, you will project negative emotions onto other people and not process them or understand who you truly are inside.
21. SQUARE MINDS
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON PAPER WITH FRAME
SHADOW QUESTIONS FOR AWARENESS
OF YOUR INNER WORLD
Did I sabotage my own dreams in order to be accepted by others?
Did I get what I wanted from others?
How do I justify what I lost, when I let go of the desire and control to achieve it?
What compromises did I make? Was it worth it?
Why am I always in the circle of my own unhealed negative emotions?
What do I really need that I can control and manifest into my own life ?
Who do I hold accountable for fulfilling my inner needs?
How does this serve my growth?
What is the connection between my belief pattern and how I feel?
What do I need, in order to transform my negative emotions into my best potential?
How much responsibility did I take to manifest into my best potential?