SERIES TWO
I Hear You
I hear you from my soul. I hear what you project to me. It has helped me know how to listen to myself without denying myself, but to hold space with all of our differences in between.
I hear how you mirror my own shadows that I carry, which helps me to listen deeply, without judging anyone. I hear how you project your shadows onto my shadows. A voice from the universe awakened my deep listening skill and revealed how to reach the freedom of my soul.
Only when I heal, transform and ascend how I HEAR myself through the EYES OF THE PERFECT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, then I can really change the way I HEAR you, so perhaps you will also change the way you HEAR me.
When I EXPERIENCED the VOICES of STARSEED TRANSMISSION, I MERGED WITH MY PERFECT BLUEPRINT.
When I became AWARE of the VIBRATIONS of UNIVERSE’s AWARENESS, I have evolved into a very deep LISTENING HEART.
I perceive that we each contribute a very unique voice to our universe's ascension and healing journey as one voice. Voice from the past and future has given me a listening heart, to understand my perfect blueprint of starseed paths. Your unique voice in how you healed your wounds can enlighten others, who walk a similar journey as you.
For me, both opposites of duality write their unique story, to paint a perfect sky that connects us all with our differences.
We are the masters of how our story in our life evolved.
We have the freedom to rewrite our story .
We can change our own story, roles and drama in life.
We are the master co-creator of all our footprints of our transformation.
When I enter the world of my paintings, my paintings HEAR me and I HEAR my paintings. My painting serve a perfect mirror to hold space for my inner healing, transformation and ascension journey.
My paintings have VOICES to tell from ancient and galactic downloads within my soul, that words can't describe, singing with their VOICES of the expressions in colors, forms, textures, vibrations, and depths. The merging of color with its own song has liberated me from judgement between black and white, the human view of life and death, the human view of right and wrong, the human view of better and worse, the human view of beneficial and disadvantaged.
115. GAIA LOVE BREATHE LIFE
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
INTERNALLY PROCESS ALL YOUR OWN
NEGATIVE EMOTIONS UNTIL YOU…
Fully understand the hidden message and meaning of your negative emotions
Fully acknowledge your negative emotions
Fully experience and process it internally
Fully acknowledge things you can control
Fully acknowledge things you can not control
Fully forgive yourself and others, to manifest complete freedom and your highest potential
Fully process internally
Admit your pain, vulnerabilities and judgements to yourself and others
Find the door to healing self-righteousness and self-justification
Find your inner desires underneath all the pain: the need to lead, be seen, and heard as part of your magnificent healing journey. Recognize each negative emotion that is serving, pushing and pulling you to inner gravity of your soul’s true path.
109. THE SECRET OF THE FOREST WHISPER
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
In silence the forest whispers its secret of life in this universe. Ancient wisdom was lost in human modern life. When sacred creation identity of human beings merged with higher consciousness, it became the god and goddess creator of their own. Words are lost in the translation for the heart that was abandoned. The searching for a sacred secret that only lives in a silent heart, can be understood by the unconditional love from the forest.
FULLY LOVE YOURSELF UNCONDITIONALLY
Accept inner unconditional love for who you are, so you unconditionally love others for who they are. You can't give to others that you don't have within yourself. And others also cannot give to you what they don't have within themselves. The rest of it is just an illusion and empty expectation, that only leads to disappointment with others and resentment within yourself.
97. THE STORY OF MACRO
AND MICRO PERSPECTIVE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 CM X 100 CM
Things never go, they are only hidden in your subconscious mind.
Can you zoom into the micro perspective of my painting ?
Can you zoom out to the bigger picture ?
Like buried negative emotions – when unhealed, they will remain hidden in your subconscious mind, unaware in your conscious mind.
We only see and hear what we allow ourselves to know.
Do you allow yourself to see what lies within you?
70. THE RAIN SPEAKS HER NAME
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
When you don't believe in yourself, your Inner Being feels neglected and abandoned.
When you feel sad, your Inner Being feels sad.
Your REFLECTION is your mirror shadow of your interior.
When you think of yourself as capable, your REFLECTION feels it can do anything you wish.
When you treat yourself kindly, your REFLECTION feels nice and peaceful within you.
When you harm yourself, your REFLECTION will respond in whisper about what you should or shouldn't do to yourself – as your inner thoughts inside your mind.
Your REFLECTION is the most honest mirror that lives within you, and can direct your inner healing journey.
110. SEND ME A VOICE
FROM THE FUTURE
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
FULLY UNDERSTAND THE HIDDEN MESSAGE
AND MEANING OF YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS
Own your negative emotions.
Instead of judging your negative emotion as a weakness, learn the hidden message within them.
Don’t project your blame or disappointment onto others, whom you don't have full control over.
Be aware and own your negative emotions and realize, that only you have the power to change and fully understand and process them. Only you can fully transform your negative emotions and nobody else.
Negative emotions are always connected to our past wounds. We are the ones who carry these wounds and project them onto others.
The transformation process begins when you can see you are the creator of your inner world and only you can change its design. You cannot do that, by trying to change other people's inner design.
112. SONG OF THE SEA
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : SANDS, ACRYLIC PAINTS, CLAY, FLUID PAINTS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM x 5 cm
Life has many version and chapters on its own timeline.
Each pages with abilities to turn the pages.
Each chapter with abilities to move on.
Life re-creates itself as we live.
Across the sea deep down in the blue water, memories travel across life through the sound of the mermaid.
This painting holds the memory of the mermaid sound, for remembering her own songs.
All sea creatures are her friends and help her remember who she was. Memory can be downloaded across lives through this lifetime.
61. VOICE OF SIGNATURE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
VOICE LIBERATION AND ACTIVATION OF YOUR AUTHENTIC VOICE
As long as you have expectations of how others should behave, you will always judge them and dismiss your true power to transform your own life. To do that, you need to listen, understand, accept, acknowledge, forgive, and love yourself and others unconditionally. When you continue to judge and expect others to give you what you need or want for your life, you won’t be able to accept things and people as they are.
99. DEEP LISTENING
TO YOUR INNER WORLD
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
There is no time when humans do not exist.
Humans always have full freedom, freewill once we take full responsibilities and transform from within.
Healing negative emotions is the key to finding your perfect blueprint.
Negative emotions are not to be denied, repressed, judged, numbed or sabotaged.
They need to be fully listened to, understood and internally healed.
Only then will these emotions evolve into higher awareness and understanding in the form of unconditional love for self and others.
34. VOICE OF COURAGE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
Forgiveness is accepting what was and choosing a perspective that allows you to see the past clearly and build your best possible future.
Forgiveness allows you to move on from the past hurts caused by you or others, for everyone’s freedom.
The inner journey of our false identity shows the need to forgive and understand the roles of other bullies.
To push and pull back to the journey of self-discovery.
To push and pull back to the journey of unconditional love.
To push and pull back to the journey of self-approval.
87. VOICE OF THE FOREST
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
When you heal your inner world, you will not be afraid of the dark emotions, because they only lead to healing paths.
In the process of healing your buried layers, you can embrace and honor your anger and resentment as an inner teacher.
Fully processing negative emotions will evolve your inner wisdom.
These emotions are the magical door to your higher consciousness, healing your soul and opening the path to your perfect blueprint.
You will come to view all emotions as useful and of equal importance for your growth.
But only the negative emotions can reveal and force you to be who you really are.
4. ONCE UPON A TIME IN A STORY BOOK
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 100 CM X 70 CM
FRAME : 117.3 CM X 87.3 CM
THE ONLY TRUE BONDS THAT BIND ALL HUMANITY ARE:
We are all having the same negative emotions
We are all vulnerable and insecure
We are all making mistakes
We are all experiencing failures
We all have the same needs, wants, desires and dreams to be:
Seen, Heard, Accepted, Listened to, Acknowledged, Loved unconditionally, Successful, Belonging, Having, Feeling
But we also possess the great ability to understand, forgive, love ourselves and others without conditions and limitations. Negative is not always negative, when you fully process and understand the beginning part that you thought was negative.
54. STILLNESS OF THE MIND
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 100 CM X 70 CM
YOUR PERCEPTION OF EXTERNAL AND INTERNAL WORLD
You perceive the external world through the screen of your internal world.
Therefore, the solution to take back the control and power of your transformation journey, is through healing your internal world. Your external world will follow.
Internal holding space and external holding space with great unconditional love for the Self and others, are the keys to being your True-magical self.
24. LISTENING EYE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 70 CM X 100 CM
FRAME : 87 CM X 117.5 CM
Who would understand all the layers of who we are.
Without judging, blaming,
Only from the eye of unconditional love.
58. SOLFEGGIO MELODY
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 70 CM X 100 CM
FRAME : 88.3 CM X 118.4 CM
Timeless, free will and freedom.
Gateway to your true magical self.
Healing layers of your subconscious mind.
Holding space of conscious mind.
Transformation journey reaching highest potential.
27. MUSIC TO YOUR SOUL
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 30 CM X 40 CM
FRAME : 52.5 CM X 62.2 CM
JUST WHEN ONE HEALING JOURNEY ENDS, ANOTHER BEGINS
When others are not reciprocating what you offered to them, not appreciating you in the way that you want, treating you fairly, blaming you, neglecting you, and hurting you in retaliation, you are no longer demanding or expecting a solution while leaving conditions in their hands.
They are your own projections, what you need from them is what you need to provide for yourself.
121. VOICE OF SILENCE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 70 cm x 100 cm
IN SILENCE, HOLD A HEALTHY HOLDING SPACE FOR YOURSELF:
You spend time with yourself in silence.
You listen to your inner feeling and ask what you truly feel? Are there any emotions that you are not allowing yourself to feel? Or, are you tapped into another person‘s feelings and lost to your true feelings?
You search for your true feelings inside and allow them to come into your awareness. This process is brought from buried emotions in the subconscious through our consciousness self to our higher awareness.
5. VOICE OF GOLD
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON PAPER WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 40.5 CM X 28.5 CM
FRAME : 58.5 CM X 46.5 CM
So why not get to know what is deep inside you?
So why not explore deep awareness and love yourself completely, from inside?
You are the answer you have been waiting for.
You are the solution to every one of your problems.
You are the miracle you have been waiting for.
It is you who carries the world within you.
It is you who knows, decides, reacts and responds to everything outside of you.
It is you who needs, expects, wants, desire from the program within you.
It is you who walks the inner healing journey with you.
It is you who loves or hates yourself from within.
It is you who needs to forgive yourself and others from the source of your own truth.