SERIES FOUR
I Know You
When I BELIEVE the VIBRATIONS of EARTH’s ALIGNMENT, I activate a very deep UNDERSTANDING MIRROR about myself and others
I know you.
I know your past .
I know your problems.
I know your masks.
I know your story.
I know your silent expectations.
We are one in them.
Only when I KNOW, transform and ascend how I KNOW myself from the EYES OF THE PERFECT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,
then I can really change the way I KNOW you, so perhaps you will also change the way you KNOW me.
When I FEEL COLORS OF SHADOWS and MIRRORS FROM ABOVE AND BEYOND,
I had awakened THE FREEDOM OF MY AWAKENED SOUL, not to expect from others to fulfill my inner world.
When I enter the world of my paintings, my paintings KNOW me and I KNOW my paintings.
My painting serves as a perfect mirror to hold space for my inner healing, transformation and ascension journey.
To me my paintings are alive and serve as my best friends, who really know and understand me. These skills of listening and seeing transform how I see myself and others.
119. MAGICAL DOORS
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
HOW TO KNOW YOURSELF IS TO
USE YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTION AS A POSITIVE FORCE
Spend time getting to know yourself: listen to what your NEGATIVE EMOTION needs to say, understand your NEGATIVE EMOTION’s source from within, accept and transform NEGATIVE EMOTIONS into higher abilities of acceptance, understanding, knowledge, forgiveness and higher ability to love yourself.
NEGATIVE EMOTIONS try to rebalance, empower you to seek the responsibility, control and freedom into your TRUE SELF.
NEGATIVE EMOTIONS try to seek and find your own inner voice, inner truth, inner desires, inner talents, inner strengths, inner love, inner capabilities.
100. THE SONG OF LIGHT
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
You are the answer you have been waiting for.
You are the solution to all your problems.
You are the miracle you have been waiting for.
Create a field that is your safe place to process who you are.
The making of this painting has helped me rediscover my inner light.
You have the solution for all the desires, dreams, and needs that you can imagine.
You are responsible for co-creating your own happiness.
You are responsible for co-creating your own success.
You are responsible for co-creating your own magnificence.
Nobody can understand you, as how you understand yourself.
Nobody can know you, except the way you know yourself.
Nobody can love you, except the way you love yourself.
Nobody can forgive you, except the way you forgive yourself.
Nobody can listen to you, except for the way you listen to yourself.
Nobody can care for you, except for the way you care for yourself.
Nobody can respond to you ,except in the way you respond to yourself.
84. WAKING UP FROM A DREAM
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
After you have achieved inner healing and higher acceptance of yourself, you can completely accept others, for who they are.
After you have walked on your inner healing journey, you know the difference and uniqueness of each individual. You know everyone is responsible for their own chosen journey. You will try to do your best on your journey and will hold space for others, even when they don’t react the way you expected them to.
You know they too are in the process of learning their lessons. You will not feel annoyed with them, because you know they are simply holding a mirror to your shadow, that you now completely control, have fully experienced and healed within.
118. REMEMBRANCE
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
I love my shadow fully as it can help me find my true magical self.
I choose to seek higher understanding and acceptance,
by revealing my own shadow's hidden messages.
I embrace every step of my inner transformational journey.
All is well. I am perfect as I am.
83. MEDITATION WORLD
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
You can find your own teacher within.
You own your own truth within.
You trust your own feelings.
You honor who you are inside.
You are the answer you have been waiting for.
You are the solution to all your problems.
You are the miracle you have been waiting for.
86. HANGING DREAM IN THE SKY
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 100 CM X 50 CM
YOUR SELF - BELIEF
What you believe about yourself – your Inner Reflection absorbs and registers as your self-belief.
Inner belief – what you believe within the deep core of yourself.
Inner belief becomes an outer manifestation.
What you have shines inside you, and also shines on others.
What you hold inside against yourself, you also hold against others
90. TRANSFORMATION JOURNEY
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
Your thoughts automatically broadcast your inner dialogue to make you aware of unhealed wounds and pains. You need to be present and completely observe and love your thoughts.
Be the witness of your mind.
Be pure consciousness.
Observe what is happening inside of you.
Observing is to be awakened.
Awakening happens when you heal your inner world, layer by layer without good or bad judgments.
63. DUALITY
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
One polarity can not exists without the other. The perfection and destroyer of the law of duality, governs that duality is always there, even from the beginning.
In the higher state of understanding, this duality is not a problem, but serves a duality of processes that are synchronistic and necessary to create another perfection. There will be no perfection without a destroyer. If you really understand this process, you will not perceive the destroyer as negative, but as one of the necessary steps for creating perfection.
6. RELEASE CONTROL
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 100 CM X 70 CM
EVEN MOST IMPORTANTLY
NEGATIVE EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS ARE:
The honest truth about yourself of what you truly feel
A special compass to know your own truth
A guide to what was buried deep inside – unfinished healing
A hidden messenger to your freedom and best potential
All feelings are valid and true to you, but not to others
Serving a purpose to your higher awakening
Helping to show a way out
A door to your soul’s path
A door to your spirit journey
Each negative emotion is serving you by pushing and pulling you, towards gravity of your soul’s true path
50. FAIRYTALE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
AWARENESS OF YOUR FEELINGS
THAT CREATE EMOTIONAL PATTERNS
To find your authentic self, be aware of your own:
feelings
truth
needs
wants
true desires
choices
Be aware of what you don't allow yourself to:
feel
know
15. HEALING WITH BIO-GEOMETRY
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 58.5 CM X 78.5 CM
FRAME : 87 CM X 107 CM
Negative emotions will add layers of buried emotions deep within, if you are unable to listen and understand the hidden messages behind them.
Actually, whenever you are feeling negative emotions toward others, you are also feeling the same negative emotions toward yourself. A negative emotion has many sides, but on the inside, it carries the same thread of pain. Unless the hurt and pain is well understood and helps one transform and reach a higher understanding by developing a new inner self, the events and same emotions will remain in a circle of repetition. This is why all that appears negative to you, might not have a negative effect when you fully process what it is.
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8. HEALING JOURNEY
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 70 CM X 90 CM
FRAME : 88 CM X 108 CM
Negative emotions with all their burdens, afflictions and pains are our true bond across all humanity. Together we can use negative as our positive tool for a healing and transformational journey:
The same desires to be seen, heard, acknowledged and loved can be transformed into self-empowerment and self-fulfillment, so we can give to others what we already have.
Self-awareness of our vulnerabilities can be transformed into self-acceptance and empathy towards others.
36. COLOR HEALING
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 70 CM X 90.3 CM
FRAME : 73.5 CM X 93.5 CM
YOUR REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR AND HOW YOU PERCEIVE OTHERS
Allow yourself to see all the mirrors that are projecting your own inner world:
How you treat yourself and others will project into how others treat you back.
What you deeply believe about yourself and others will project onto how others regard you.
What you believe are your and other’s limitations will project onto how others limit you.
What you believe about your self-worth and how you value others, will project onto how others treat and value you.
31. HOLDING SPACE
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 50 CM X 60 CM
HOLDING SPACE FOR YOURSELF MEANS:
Holding the difference between your truth and also truth of others. Come back to your own truth. Search for your true feelings.
Acknowledging your space in your inner world: your true feelings, uniqueness, decisions, needs, desires and the unique way of being who you are.
To acknowledge is to accept. To accept is to love. To love is to have the power to transform within the self. To unconditionally love yourself, to break through your old patterns that are no longer serving your highest good. From the space of self-empowerment you can respect your own and other people’s decisions, freedom, and responsibilities.
18. MERGING CONSCIOUSNESS
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 80 cm x 60 cm,
40 cm x 30 cm , 40 cm x 30 cm
BE THE OBSERVER OF YOUR OWN:
emotions
thought patterns
inner dialogue
inner roles – the role within yourself
outer roles – the roles between yourself and others
stories and inner and outer dramas
We must all do our own inner work by gaining the ability to hold inner space and set healthy boundaries. We need to listen to our own negative emotions within each moment, with the ability to process it internally. To be good to oneself and love oneself is the art of life that is completely forgotten. We are so busy achieving something on the outside and forget that all we need to achieve is the strength within us. The main drive and what matters most is our inner world.
56. WALKING INTO A DREAM
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON PAPER
DIMENSIONS : 41 CM X 29 CM
FRAME : 59 CM X 47 CM
We all try to fit in and be accepted, we try in our own secret ways to be loved and confirmed for who we are. But unless you truly accept who you are, looking for answers outside of yourself only creates another withdrawal and denial, because you are not being true to yourself. Then we rebel in our own way by feeling angry and blame others for not seeing things our way.
When you are not true to yourself, you deny a part of yourself and exchange it with the illusion, that one day you will be fulfilled. You are getting caught in the loopholes of your own buried emotional patterns that will never die or heal, unless you truly fully acknowledge or learn from them.
57. THE WAY YOU ARE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON PAPER
DIMENSIONS : 41 cm x 28.5 cm
Frame : 58.5 cm x 46.5 cm
Every time we expect others to accept, acknowledge, and love us, we always put on a mask because we hide from our true selves to behave in a way that meets the expectations of others. You will wear your masks, so others can’t see your weakness. Nobody can be perfect in all aspects of their life. When we try to live up to this illusion of perfection, we compromise some part of our truth. Once we make peace with our weaknesses and can accept them, we experience complete freedom to drop all the masks. We were afraid to release them, believing we needed to hide our weaknesses from others. As long as you cannot embrace your weaknesses, you will cover them with pursuits that masquerade as your “false identities,“ but only deprive us of accepting what is. This denial serves as self-abandonment, self-sabotage within our subconscious mind to further deprive our true self.