SERIES FIVE
I Understand You
I understand you. I understand you from the beginning of time. We are one.
I understand that this is a lifetime journey to uncover the treasures within you. But on this walk, you must listen to all the whispering voices, that will come to you from within yourself. Sometimes there is a moment when it seems hard to continue, but there is always perfect unconditional love, however you define it as the perfect path for you. I never want to imply or define your perfect unconditional love to you. Only you know who they are, nobody else. Only you can walk your journey, and nobody else. Perfect unconditional love for me is always gently guiding inside your mind that will help you find your own agenda, without having their own agenda.
Only when I heal, transform and ascend how I UNDERSTAND myself from the EYES OF THE PERFECT UNCONDITIONAL Love, then I can really change the way I UNDERSTAND you, so perhaps you will also change the way you UNDERSTAND me.
Earth alignment has served as the perfect mirror for me to understand myself and let others be who they are. I can only make peace with people who project my shadow, if I transform my shadow into my true magical self. Shadow reflection and Mirror projection have evolved into my unique signature in my transformational journey.
Only by understanding, the heart reveals a thousand layers of love. Love has many thousands of layers of expressions, including showing negative force to complete your perfect blueprint, where positive force can't fill the role. Each of us has different needs and desires. Different lessons. Different paths. Each of us has a unique story. Unique filter. Unique projection. Unique mirror.
When I enter the world of my paintings, my paintings UNDERSTAND me and I UNDERSTAND my paintings. My painting serves as a perfect mirror to hold space for my inner healing, transformation and ascension journey.
My paintings are subconscious mind expressions, to help merge with our best version of ourselves. It is the process of transformation, healing and ascension journey. During the painting process, I am mindful of my inner world, hearing the gentle whispers from Divine perfect unconditional love, that reveals my own story, roles, drama, projection and mirror. The unconditional love has made me capable to finally love and accept my own vulnerabilities, as who I am and even transform into how I see myself, from the eyes that never judge or force me. This process of healing, transformation and ascension has changed HOW I UNDERSTAND MYSELF, HOW I UNDERSTAND OTHERS AND HOW OTHERS UNDERSTAND ME.
114. WHAT YOU SEE IN THE OUTER WORLD MIRROR
FROM YOUR INNER WORLD
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
How you see yourself, influences how you see others and how others see you.
How you hear yourself, corresponds how you can hear others and how others hear you.
How you feel about yourself, correlates with how you feel about others and how others feel about you.
What you believe about yourself, broadcasts what you believe about others and how others believe about you.
How you think of yourself, pushes and pulls on how you think about others and how others think of you. The key to transformation in life is to look inward to have full control and define who you want to be.
120. THE WORLD OF A CLOUD
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
YOU CAN HEAL YOURSELF BY LOVING YOURSELF UNCONDITIONALLY AND FOLLOWING THESE STEPS:
Gain a deeper awareness of your negative emotions as your inner healer and guide.
Fully observe your inner world without judgment, use your negative emotions as your positive force.
Fully and without interruption listen to your negative emotions.
Fully acknowledge your negative emotions:
Fully acknowledge what are the things that you can and can’t control
Fully accept your negative emotions:
Fully understand the hidden message of your negative emotions
Be aware of your true feelings and true belief, which will guide you towards your truth to become your true magical self.
65. PERFECTION AND DESTROYER
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
Through my painting process I realized, in order to create a perfection, it must also include a destroyer. Through the higher understanding and awakening, I realized that although I want my paintings to be perfect, they never are. They are always in the process and so is my life. Sometimes even taking two steps forward, also means taking a step backward.
We are all wounded healers who heal ourselves first, then our community. We rise above our pain, fears and suffering, to understand the diversity of uniquely different solutions to achieve a higher plan of this humanity. We carry within us all the mystical power we need to transform our world.
105. FIRE ELEMENTS
YEAR : 2020
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
See your thoughts as your inner guidance.
See your thoughts as your inner companions.
See your thoughts as your inner teacher.
See your thoughts as your inner healer.
See your thoughts as your inner directions.
See your thoughts as your inner compass.
See your thoughts as your inner parents.
See your thoughts as your inner treasures.
See your thoughts as your inner maps.
See your thoughts as your inner portal to healing and light.
See your thoughts as your inner door and keys to open the greatest treasure within you.
See your thoughts as your inner wisdom to transform who you are from inside.
81. POWERED BY NATURE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
What you see and believe about yourself will attract certain roles into your life.
All the negative emotions are variations of stages on inner path to a deeper understanding of your own roles. You are subconsciously attracting other roles, through the same dualistic and judgmental triangle. The judgment of your past wounds will continually project these roles, until you fully understand and learn about all inner worlds.
Each of the negative emotions that are projected outwards, hold the same thread of negative emotions that you failed to overcome. Reveal the same thread that mirrors the law-of-attraction projection of your own shadow to the outer world.
Whatever we resist on the outside, already persists on the inside.
64. ENCHANTED FOREST
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
Every time you judge someone, you reveal a part of yourself that needs healing.
What you perceive in others, is mostly your own reflection.
When you react to others, it is mostly from your conditional program and false self-identification.
How you respond to others, it is mostly from your awareness.
When the mirror reflects judgement of other people’s negative emotions, self-reflect whether you have any part of judgment that is still unhealed within.
Like a physical mirror that holds and displays your own reflection, people consciously or unconsciously hold the mirror in connection to:
74. RAINBOW ASCENSION
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
YOUR INNER REFLECTION LIVES WITHIN YOU
How you treat yourself is your reflection.
Imagine them as your own inside reflection of:
what you believe about yourself,
how you see yourself,
how you hear yourself,
how you feel about yourself,
how you think about yourself,
how you treat yourself,
and how you act to yourself.
91. A THOUSAND SUNS
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
I possess the ability to watch my limiting belief with full compassion.
I possess the ability to watch my limiting belief with full forgiveness.
I possess the ability to watch my limiting belief with full awareness.
I possess the ability to watch my limiting belief with full attention.
I possess the ability to watch my limiting belief with unconditional love.
I let go of my need to judge my limiting beliefs.
I let go of my need to argue about my limiting beliefs.
I let go of my need to stay imprisoned by my own limiting beliefs.
I let go of my need to blame my limiting beliefs.
I let go of all limiting beliefs that no longer serve my highest growth.
62. NATURE ENCHANTMENT
YEAR : 2020
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 50 CM x 60.5 CM
BE AWARE OF WHO YOU REALLY ARE IN YOUR DIVINE BLUEPRINT
Listen to what you really need and want to fulfill yourself.
Know what you can and cannot change in handling your outside situations.
Understand your true power of transformation and freedom to co-create every life decision in any moment.
Accept who you are completely, which is the one thing you need to move on.
60. LAW OF ATTRACTION
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
HEALING THE FABRIC OF YOUR INNER WORLDS
You project real problems and symptoms outside of yourself, because you simply cannot give to others what you don’t have within yourself.
It is impossible to accept, acknowledge, understand, forgive, and unconditionally love the weakness of others when you can’t accept your own faults. Maybe you think you can accept other’s weaknesses, but you actually resent what you suppress in yourself or project onto others. Only when you have internally processed how to vibrate in higher love and how to accept your weaknesses, can you heal yourself.
10. CALL FROM THE SEA
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 70 CM X 90.5 CM
FRAME : 82.3 CM X 102 CM
SHADOW QUESTIONS FOR OBSERVING YOUR INNER WORLD
What was lost within, that you needed to seek on the outside?
What is denied within, that seeks to be found ?
What was not allowed to come to the surface, that is waiting to reveal its voice to you from within?
What lies do you keep telling yourself in order to justify your actions, despite many negative emotions telling you otherwise?
What false identity are you not willing to let go of, that keeps you from feeling fear, anxiety and worry?
30. REFLECTIONS AND SHADOWS
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 49.7 CM X 60 CM
HOW OTHERS TREAT YOU, MIRRORS HOW YOU TREAT YOURSELF, YOU CAN’T GIVE OTHERS WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE
It is impossible to be able to accept, acknowledge, understand, forgive and love unconditionally a weakness of another, if you can't accept your own weaknesses.
Maybe you think you can accept other’s weaknesses, but you actually resent or bury negative emotions, that you suppress in yourself or others.
Only when you have completed your internal process and learned to vibrate in a higher state of love, only then have you accepted your own weaknesses; the ones that you don't like, the ones that you neglect, and the ones that you deny.
9. RHYTHM IN SEASON
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON PAPER WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 29.5 CM X 41.5 CM
FRAME : 43.4 CM X 55.2 CM
If only you would listen to the rhythm in season. What would it say to you ?
Review the inner causes of your inner expectations not being met, not external causes and reasons.
What are your deep desires that are unfulfilled, because you believe your conditional programs?
What are your deep wants that are unfulfilled, because you believe the stories you tell to others?
What are your deep needs that are unfulfilled, because you wear your masks in front of others?
22. FIRE MELODY
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 40 CM X 30 CM
A DOOR OF JUDGMENT IN THE DUALISTIC WORLD:
Of what is right and wrong.
Of what is better and worse.
Of what is useful and not.
Of what should and what shouldn’t be.
Of what is that must and mustn’t be.
Of what is beneficial and what is not.
Of what is more and what is less.
Of what is important and what is not.
39. SONG AND DANCE OF FIRE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON 3 CANVASES
DIMENSIONS : 30 CM X 20 CM
TRIPTICH : 30 CM X 60 CM
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PAUSE, TAKE A BREAK, OR REST FOR INTERNAL PROCESSING
OF YOUR INNER WORLD
Awareness of your inner world. Spending time with yourself.
Awareness of your true needs, wants, desires, dreams, expectations. A deeper understanding of reasons why you can not get what you need, want, desire, dream of and expect.
Understanding the role to whom you grant control, freedom, and responsibility over your life.
Awareness of who you are and how you see yourself, in connection to how others see you, and how you see others.
59 a. I AM THE LIGHT OF MY SOUL
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON 3 CANVASES
DIMENSIONS : 20 CM X 15 CM
TRIPTICH : 20 CM X 45 CM
We are limitless and magical.
I am that of who I said I am.
I am that of who I said I am not.
I am that of how I define myself.
I am that of how I am not and how I let myself to be, to know, to own.
I am that of what I said I can be.
I am that of what I said I cannot be.
I am the one who permits others consciously or subconsciously to treat me, as how I wish to be treated.
59 b. OCEAN AND FIRE DANCE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON 2 CANVASES
DIMENSIONS : 20 CM X 25 CM
15 CM X 15 CM
BE AWARE OF WHAT YOU HIDE FROM YOURSELF ABOUT OTHERS:
What you are not allowing yourself to see, know and hear, to understand your own best potential?
What kind and level of perfection you compare yourself and others with, that leads you to your negative emotions?
Which expectations are actually damaging and contribute to your other negative emotions, and are impossible for others to follow?
What you need to fulfill, take responsibility for and control, in order to co-create the life that you want?
59 c. WATER DANCE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 15 CM x 20 CM
Exploring through your inner journey is opening the door to your own soul, your true path and your true identity. Most importantly, it will reconnect you to Divine love so you may share the gift of unconditional love from fully healed part of yourself, expressed in your unique way.
Nobody can replace who you are, you are always unique in the eyes of Divine Creator, who never places conditions on Higher love. It patiently gives you a choice that when you are ready, it shall unconditionally help you become your perfect blueprint.
59 d. FIRE AND OCEAN DANCE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON 2 CANVASES
DIMENSIONS : 20 CM X 20 CM
2 CANVAS : 20 X 40 CM
EMOTIONS ARE THE KEY to every door of the internal healing process. Both positive and negative emotions are the key to enter the door of freedom, true source of power within, your perfect blueprint, your best potential, true self, true identity of your soul’s purpose and spiritual paths for merging of all your consciousness, subconsciousness and higher consciousness.
59 e. WATER AND AIR DANCE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON 2 CANVASES
DIMENSIONS : DIAMETER 20.5 CM
2 CANVAS DIAMETER : 41 CM
INNER TRANSFORMATION FLOW
WHEN YOU PROCESS YOUR INNER WORLD IS:
Self-acceptance will transform into knowing the difference, between what you can and can not change.
Knowing what you can change, will shift your focus to what you can control.
Self-acceptance is forgiving yourself and others, for your own freedom to gain a better perspective of your past and create a better future.
59 f. ETHER DANCE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 15.5 CM X 10.2 CM
To see people as they are, and not see them as you want to see them, will help you realize what you don't allow yourself to see, or have the ability to adjust within.
When we are ready, we can find what we want within us, which was actually given to us a long time ago. When you know deep inside that all negative emotions will help you determine where you are and will lead you to further complete your soul’s perfect blueprint, then you can process all the negative emotions with gratitude. You can be thankful for direction and guidance, as positive emotions couldn't possibly lead you closer to your perfect path.
28. SECRET GARDEN
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS
During childhood you may not feel acknowledged or understood. If so, you will grow up into an adult who carries the same unhealed wounds of not being acknowledged and understood.
Therefore the following behavior might occur:
Inability to acknowledge and understand yourself, which will mirror the same inability for listening and acknowledging others